Me Against the World

2007-08-01T00:33:00.000-07:00

[ Name ] Crystal
[ Nicknames ] Crissy, crys, ghost, mei.
[ Screen name ] Hikari/Hiki
[ Birthday ] (I'm not putting it for reasons XD)
[ Astrological sign ] Sag
[ Location ] Singapore
[ Marital Status ] Not married xD
[ Eye color ] Dark brown/black
[ Height ] 5'1
[ Shoe size ] 4 and a half
[ Siblings ] Older sister
[ Nieces/Nephews ] Eh yeah I have... around 3.
[ Kids of your own] Oh, hell no. Not in a long time.
[ Grandkids ] No...
[ Pets ] Had a hamster and a tortiseee x)
[ Education ] Poly for now >3
[ Rent, lease, or own your home ] Don't own anything D:
[ Have any credit cards ] NIL DAMN IT
[ What do you drive ] Drive?

Favorites
[ Color ] Blue, purple, black, silver
[ Numbers ] 7 and 8
[ Animal ] Eh... horse? dog? cat?
[ Vehicle ] Never thought about it..
[ Flower ] Don't have one..
[ Scent ] ...Uh.... Shit. Don't have that either.
[ Shape ] heart? cross? xDDDDDD
[ Drinks ] sweet drinks? XD
[ Soda ] COKE :3
[ Food ] Rice.. meat... jap... too many ><;

Do you?
[ Color your hair? ] No...
[ Twirl your hair? ] Hell no, well not really.. D<
[ Have tattoos ] Nopes
[ Cheat on tests/homework ] Cheat on homework? Tests no... homework yes?
[ Drink/Smoke ] Hell no -.-
[ Like roller coasters ] Yep >D
[ Wish you could live somewhere else ] Duh.
[ Like cleaning ] Seriously... who LIKES it?
[Write in cursive or print ] I prefer printing... my handwriting isn't exactly NICE xD
[ Swear a lot ] Well yeah... but depends on what swear words.
[Know how to drive ] Nopes~
[ Diet ] Not really...
[ Own a cell phone ] Yeps~
[ Ever get off the damn computer ] Hardly... NEVER! (Well not really anyway)

Have you ever
[ Gotten a speeding ticket ] Don't drive xD
[ Been in a wreck ] Dunno, don't think so
[ Been arrested ] Nop
[ Stolen anything ] No... I think
[ Held a gun ] Ah?
[ Drank ] Drank what? ><; No, no i haven't
[Considered a life of crime ] Never, not yet at least..
[ Been in love ] Nop
[ Used someone ] Nop
[ Been used ] No? I dunno
[ Been cheated on ] No

Current
[ Current mood ] Moody
[ Current taste ] Chocolate to get rid of moodiness...
[ Current annoyance ] Project work
[ Current smell ] Just the scent of home *sighs* xD
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] Writing and doing project...
[ Current windows open ] ff.net XDDDDDD
[ Current desktop picture ] Anime girrrrl...
[ Current book ] No... I'm only in fanfic word darlings...
[ Current hate ] ..... *censored*
[ Current job ] Living
[ Last book you read ] Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
[ Last movie you saw ] Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix? Wow that WAS long ago...
[ Last thing you had to drink ] Soup?
[ Last thing you ate ] Prawn noodles
[ Last person you talked to on the phone ] Best friend

Do you
[ Do drugs ] Nope..
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back ] Yes, plenty...
[ Believe there is life on other planets ] Not really... Haven't thought about it
[ Remember your first love ] Ahhh... In Kindergarten? xD
[ Still love him/her ] You're kidding...
[ Read the newspaper ] Hardly.
[ Believe in miracles ] Why not? :33333
[ Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever ] Yep
[ Consider yourself tolerant of others ] It depends... sometimes i'm super tolerant, at times i can totally blast out at you
[ Consider love a mistake ] Not at the moment.
[ Have a favorite candy ] I kind of liked them all...
[ Believe in astrology ] Used to sort of believe in it for fun..
[ Believe in magic ] No. Period.
[ Believe in God ] Mm hmm
[ Wear hats ] No.. Not really anyway
[ Hate yourself ] Range from sort of to an outright yes.
[ Have an obsession ] Yes
[ Have a secret crush ] No-one
[ Do they know yet ] No crush means no one?? XD
[ Collect anything ] Crystals
[ Have a best friend ] Serene darling! XD
[ Close friends ] Yeps~ <333333
[ Like your handwriting ] Like chicken scratch
[ Care about looks ] Not all the time...

Love life
[ Single or attached ] Single
[ Do you believe in love at first sight ] I dunno.
[ Do you believe in "the one" ] Not really. Not until I found 'the one'. xDDDD

Gaaah...

Birthday PARTY!

2007-07-22T03:58:00.000-07:00

Okay~! Yesterday was DOMMY BABY(<--- XD) birthday! I celebrated my baby cousins's birthday too! Though not really a baby anymore now are you jon? :3 More like a toddler! Another year older~ How old are you anyway -.- <- is stupid. Now the little one sitting on me is Urchin number 1!

I look like an old ahma there... damn! XD

The little urchin couldn't see the television so... (What am i?! Your convenient chair?!)

O.M.G look behind! It's the duckie! (I love that duck, it sings :3 Should see the video i took XD)

Gaaaaah! Here's little MARKIEEEEEEEEE!<- birthday boy's little brother *faints* This is urchin number 4 since he's the latest 'edition' to the family XD

Why so cute huh?! WHY!?!?!?!

Mwahaha, they weren't the only monsters there...

Little Lucussssss! (Below) He is urchin number 3!!

Lucus was complaining that his bowl was very small... XD

Ah, there is big boy Joshua, Lucus's big brother~ and little Marcus!!!! All the naughty urchins in the world combine! :333333 Ah, anyway, Joshua is urchin number 2! He and Jonathan are the older brothers to Lucus and Marcus respectively. :3

Okay enough about them... XDDDDDDDDD

HARRY POTTER SEVEN IS OUT. I hope my sister finishes the book by tonight so i can start! I can hardly WAAAAAAAIT!

Oh, back to the birthday party.... I found out my cousin who is getting married (biau kee! I gave him that name bwahaha) he actually asked me and my cousins to decorate the bangalow he's booking for the wedding! Wah! Everything CLASH near my exam perioddddd... But heck la, right? XD (Kufufufu)

Right, going back to my lala land. :3

A conversation in heaven about us One day

2007-07-18T19:59:00.001-07:00

*WARNING* Religious Content.

A conversation in heaven about us One day

Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan went to visit Jesus in the Garden of Eden, and Satan came all happy and boasting. (Lk 4: 1-12; Job 1: 6-12)

"Yes, Lord, now I have everybody captive, well nearly everybody down there. I set put traps, I used the baits of temptation, I know well what each one of them can't resist. I nearly caught them all!" (I Pet 5: 8-9; Eph 6: 10-17)

"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. and He was praying to God the Father. Satan answered "Oh, I am going to have some fun with them!"I'll make them divorce after they have married so the foundation of humanity will never be able to be established "the family" (Mt 19: 4-6; Mal 2: 16) I will make them hate each other and abuse each other, make them fall into alcohol and drugs without control. (Rom 13: 12-14) I will teach them to make weapons and bombs, so they kill each other "I am really going to have fun!"

"And when you are tired of playing with them, what will you do?"Jesus asked. And continued praying"Oh, I will kill them all and their souls will be mine forever"ìLord by all respect, it¥s their decisionî (I Jn 3: 8-10)

"How much do you want for all of them?" Jesus asked.

"Oh, you can't want these people. They aren't anything good. Why do you want them if they neither follow you nor love you? Many hate you! I have seen many of them spitting on you, cursing you and even denying you.""What's more, they love me a lot" (Mt 24: 10-13) "You don't want these people!"

"How much?" Jesus asked again Satan looked at him with a nasty face "All your tears and all your blood, all the pain of the entire world, all together" (Is 53: 4-10; I Pet 2: 24)

Jesus said..."DONE" and He paid the price" (II Cor 5: 21)

How terrible it is that people don't seek for God, and then ask themselves why the world is going to hell! How terrible that we seek the newspaper everyday to read tragedies and we never seek the Bible How insensible it is how everybody wants to go to heaven, thinking they can get there without having to believe, without loving God above all things, or doing what the Bible says...the Laws of God. Is it not terrible how some people can say "I believe in God"but still follow Satan (Who as matter of fact, does fear God) (II Tim 4: 3-4; II Jn 1: 7-11)

Don't you think it's pathetic how they send each other thousands of jokes by email, so they spread like plagues. But when it's about the Lord's messages, we think about it twice before we share them; and we leave the mailboxes of our friends without this message Don't you think it is outrageous that the obscene, vulgar and crude is allowed freely to pass through the internet that even many people would desire to get into the screen. But it is forbidden to speak publicly about Jesus in the schools, places of work self-helping groups, etc... (Acts 4: 19-20)

Even after knowing what He did for us. Because the Romans didn't kill Him. It was our sin. that we may be forgiven and know Him in His glory with the Father. Doesn¥t it seem incredible to you how somebody can be alight on Sunday in the Church, worshipping and thanking the Lord for His mercy, for one more day to live etc. But during the rest of the week he is an invisible Christian! (II Tim 3: 1-5; Rom 10: 9-13)

Does this seem just to you? Don't let Satan stop you sending this Mail to all your contacts on the Web, It doesn't matter if he tells you that many don't believe this Don't let him get through with his plans! Stop worrying what the others may think about you It is time to worry about what "God thinks about you" Please brother and sister, pass it on? "I already did it" May God bless you always (II Cor 13: 13)

Brighter Side

2007-07-17T20:03:00.001-07:00

I'm soooooo bored right now! But everything was so weird just now. The atmosphere was so thich i could hardly breath... Everything was awkward and lots of 'bad' things have been happening. It's hard to understand and see the light through everything, but you have to remember that the light is always there.

I don't want to rant and bitch about how much i love all of you and want to help you :3 but i won't bore all of you cause everyone should OBVIOUSLY know that i do. Although i just don't say it... As usual.

It's hard to see the light but it's not impossible.

I've been unable to sleep for the past few days. Like on monday night i really couldn't sleep. From like 12 until 2... I was being quite stupid, but if i concluded then that i could spend at least one whole hour praising and thanking Him for everything i have in my life... Really at least one hour or so. It's so easy and i couldn't stop smiling! I AM MAD AND INSANE AND THAT'S HOW I AM! SO THERE!

There is something i really have to say, and eventhough it sounds really selfish, it sort of helps me get through life... (SO SUE ME) And that is, "No matter how tough life gets, you have to get it through your head that there is DEFINITELY someone out there who has it MUCH, MUCH worse than you."

Yesterday, on my speech day, my shoe got crocodile mouth... then i was really frustrated. BUT, the thing was... that once i got down my bus and was inwardly cursing my shoe, i glanced across the road to see an old man pushing cardboards and the thing was... I focused on his feet. They were bare. He wasn't wearing any shoes. I told my mother and she said, "You have to remember that while you complain you have no shoes/slippers/footwear, there are people who have no feet." Or something like that...

So... Yeah ><;

(Edited: I remember the phrase she said, "You will complain that you don't have shoes until you see someone who doesn't have legs.)

2007-07-12T05:02:00.000-07:00

The last few days have been... eventful. I suppose... In some sense or another. But i say eventful like it's a good thing. ><;

Alright alright conscience, stop with that incessant poking and jabbing. I guess i should let everything out since it IS my blog.

GAAAAAAAAH! I feel so mean! I feel so mean!!!! I can't believe myself! I mean, at that time, i guess i really don't know what came over me. The sudden urge to see things the way... deep inside i don't want to happen. Only when today the full-force of the impact hits me then i feel like a super jerk that words can't describe how horrid... Sure i still protect myself from it in some ways or another, defend myself in this case, but the truth is there and no matter how much i lie to myself i can't keep up the facade for long.

I mean SURE, she shouldn't have done... all of... THAT. But the fact that i retaliate in a manner that hurts the most makes me a bigger jerk doesn't it? What's wrong with me?! *bams head on wall* How can i only realise it only after it happens? How can i be so selfish, so heartless, so unforgiving, so... someone that i don't want to be.

How can i give in to the other side of me? Do i find satisfaction in other peoples pain? NO! Did you feel any sense of accomplishment when almost everything came tumbling down for someone else? NO! So i ask myself, what was the POINT.

So hopefully once we've done that. Maybe i'll feel better.

PS: Everything said here only has to do with me, has no reference to anyone else ><;

But this isn't the only thing. I find it hard to express condolence or love to anyone. That's probably why i went around hugging all my friends in secondary school. That's not the only reason of course but that's all i want to say for now.

Many people wear masks but sometimes it easy to tear it down and see underneath no matter how hard you try to keep it out. Laugh if you want to laugh, cry if you want to cry. Do not bluff your friends, and most of all, do not bluff yourself. As friends, we want to make sure you're alright. Let us in to help you, don't block us out. Kay? :)

And remember, no matter how strong you are, you're still a human. And humans have emotions, so there. Don't let it break you up on the inside, don't let it tear you apart... Find light, hope... and maybe from there...

Guilt, please don't break me.

2007-07-01T20:52:00.000-07:00

Haven't been posting for a long time now haven't I... XD I'd just keep stopping and suddenly starting over and over. Just soooo lazy to type this out, but since now i'm in school and in lesson, i can DEFINITELY fine the time to do it. :3

I'm getting streeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessed! I just found out that in the week beginning... 16 July, i have MANY, MANY ICAs! Omg, i have like stats, accounting for assets, even oral communication presentation of a persuasive speeh: About why Boxing is bad. Shoot me. -.-; Not only all this, i still have projects! It's piling up and i'm drowning in there.

Econs, management and now HTML... I mean frontpage project. Kyaaaaaaaaaaah! SO MUCH!

Can tell i obviously have nothing better to do than to rant over my stressful school life. I just needed to let out some steam. :33333

Sickness much =.=

2007-06-05T18:52:00.000-07:00

Gah! I hate this... I HATE GETTING SICK!!!! DDDDDD: Somemore... half of me believes i'm having like... dangee or something! I mean, i feel hot one minute and the next minute i feel cold! My fever keeps rising then dropping and my throat feels like hell! I also feel like chopping off my head... or maybe just banging it violently against something...

I was wondering if tomorrow when i go school, i should bring a sketchbook and talk to all my darling friends that way... Eg: Someone tells a joke, then I take out my sketchbook and scribble down, then i lift it up with a blank face and the words scribbled down are "Haha". Man! Like so boringgggggg!!

But the really weird thing is that... me and serene always get the same sickness.. when she says she has something, after a while, i feel like i'm getting it too! On msn, i've been seeing people put the.. 'A friend would bail you out of jail, but a true friend would go to jail with you and say, 'that was fun!' or something...

I came up with my own! A true friend would get sick with you and say with a grin, "Let's die together!" Damn i'm like so super lame, when i'm sick i can still come up with such dumb things. XDD Actually i did tell serene that yesterday when we were smsing each other... I said die together too... cause we both were wondering if we have dangee.. I said go hospital together, she said have beds next to each other! SO FUN! <- OMG I'M NUTS xDDDDDD But it does sound a little fun... *twidles fingers* Die together.. or recover together... xDD

But the thing was yesterday when i was praying... i come to enlighten that whatever happens, happens for good reason. I mean please, everything that happens to me is for my own good. And i trust His judgement... Gosh, i feel like that... management... *runs to check booklet* Oh right, locus of control thing.. I'm external locus of control! Believes that whatever happen is due to... well i don't believe it's due to luck or chance but... *shrugs*

So even if i am meant to die, it is all for the good! :DDD I LOVE POSITIVITY! XD <- Is abit mad... blame the medicine...

Slowly...

2007-06-02T00:20:00.000-07:00

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I... going... to... DIE! Stats... is so.. super... tough... *pants*.. i'm like... whoa..!!

Herm

The marketing agency for computer software of Personal Micro Systems would like to estimate with 95% confidence the mean time that it takes for a beginner to learn to use a standard software package. Past data indicate that the learing time can be approximated by a normal distribution with a standard deviation of 20 minutes. How large a sample size should the marketing agency choose if the mean time to elarn to use the software package is to be estimated within 8 minutes with 90% confidence?

*BREATHES*

I'm like... what the hell?! I don't know which is my sigmaaaaa!! Oh right 20.. then what about my x bar?! D: What's my n!? Gaaaah!!!! What AM I SUPPOSE TO FIND?! *faints*

Now i know why so many people hate stats... i'm dying because of it! Somemore teacher so scary... I know i'm going to get it, i KNOW I AM!

I seriously need a break... holiday hurry comeeeee!

Against

2007-05-31T04:54:00.000-07:00

Have you even gotten that feeling that reality just suddenly bites you? Where you thought, 'This would never happen to him or her', but it does. And suddenly you're at a lost. Suddenly this emptiness of reality swepts you off your feet (not in a good way), and suddenly you don't know what to do. That you can't do anything to help.

It has always become one of my favorite sayings.. but i'll say it anyway. "Sometimes, people put up masks not to hide their face, but to see who cares enough to tear it down." That is what people may not understand. Something i also long to understand.

There's this feeling of hopelessness, something you cannot do to help. The next thing you would be saying is, 'Why him/her? It shouldn't happen to them! It isn't fair!' But tell me, which part of 'Life isn't Fair' would people not understand?

For now, the only thing i can do is hope and pray... Maybe if miracles can happen.. it may happen for their sake.

I just suddenly got this feeling when i heard some... disturbing news. Shocked me into oblivion. And i will remember time and again, the times i say life isn't worth it, and yet here we are doing whatever we can to keep it. I believe that everything happens for a reason... and this reason may be what is changing me. It's almost like a sign. Something that i felt was missing is suddenly hitting me fullforce with a vengence, and the thing is that i don't have any idea what the thing is!

And it's confusing me greatly.

*glances up then sighs* What an angst entry... That's why sometimes i keep wanting to make a private blog so only people who don't know me can read it... Without thinking too much.

Okay, maybe have a HAPPY part here!

I'M THINKING OF DRAWING A PICTURE THEN CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN TO THAT! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!

*breathes* XD

Honestly... mood swings.

2007-05-30T01:29:00.000-07:00

Anway i wanted to post this picture for something, it's a picture of my class! BM0701! Yay I love everyone in it, even if i don't know them xDDDD
Awww where's PANDA?! <- Our econs teacher xD

Ahhhh another new template... This template... made me contemplate (no pun intended) for quite a while....

I mean, here i am in my blog screaming, squealing, whining ,complaining and just well.. sort of... Behaving like a little kid! So bleuh! *sticks out tongue* Anyway, yeah, here i am acting like 12 when the picture is like.. 'Listen to your heart... When he is calling you...' Like wooooo..

xDDDDDDDD But hey i like the picture so BLEUK again!

2007-05-24T19:10:00.001-07:00

Super boring here in class. Though today was super fun! It's Jovian's (my classmates) birthday~ We had this HUGE (in my opinion) birthday celebration during our Microeconomics class! It was super super fun! AND WE TOOK THE FIRST CLASS PHOTO! <- Sounds so lan.. but *shrugs* first time for everything.

So lately i've been super super busy. Doing shit and crap like homework, tutorials and projects and just stressing. STRESSING AND STRESSING OUT AND OUT AND OUT! <-THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF CAPS.

So lately i've been wondering... and thinking... because now i'm in poly. Everything is so different. It's really, really different. People have plans, i have a plan to go as far as i go without... Well, we've been taught that many MANY powerful and rich businessman and so on, that they have to step on people to get to the top. I REFUSE! I WON'T BE LIKE THEM! I CAN'T! I WON'T!!!!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! MY aim is to... erm, not so mean. Lol....

Please don't change =.=;; I hate change...

Actually i'm crapping because i don't know what i'm doing. Just crapping haha. cause i don't know what to write. oh well...

2007-05-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

I have DECIDED! XD To use this blog as my nonsense part where i rant on and on about my life. <- OMG SO INTERESTING! XD

I'll use my livejournal for other things~ Wheeeeeeeee!

Okay okay, my life....ehhhhhhhhhh.... It's still boring. School is getting more fun i guess xD With all my teachers being very very VERY funny xD They're really so interesting! It's amuses me so. xP

Mmm... i had my Oral Presentation about... on Tuesday. That's four days ago? XD Yeah should be... Anyway, my voice was wavering like the Tsunami wave! <- Bad comparison, so bite me! D:<

And i'm a total blur toot on Econ and mmm... oh yes Internet and Web Technology, is SUPER BORING AND I HATE IT WITH EVERY BONE IN MY BODY! SO THERE! DDDDDDDD:

Caps.. gotta love it. ;)

Ooo i've never talked about friends! My friends in Poly! They're so funny and cute! XD Not cute as in the 'ugly but acceptable' but as in cute, adorable cute? xD (Sheesh stupid 'ugly but acceptable' does ANYONE actually FOLLOW that dumb REAL meaning?!) Anyway... i guess that's what poly life is all about, meeting NEW people! Different types <- omg i make them sound like a species! D: BAD GIRL (ME)!

I meant as in, new friends. xDDDD Baaah, i don't know what i'm saying. Anyway what i'm TRYING to say is that they all seem very nice! I hope i can get to know them all better ^^ (Kuso, it sounds like some cheesy pickup line! I'm NOT picking anything other than litter on the ground...) <-WTH?!~

Oh and it's erm, official. I'm MAD! <---- And everyone knows that... D:

2007-05-04T00:18:00.000-07:00

STUPID SCHOOL! I CAN'T ACCESS FANFICTION.NET! It's dumb i tell you, dumb, dumb DUMB!! <--- ;A; (How am i suppose to read thy smexiness?!) Waaaah!

Oh well at least i'm done with (mostly done) my disgusting internet and web technology project. It's hard since the websites given are like, total crap and they DON'T provide sufficient information and it's just so totally DUMB! Also the school internet speed is like a snail. Bah, i think it's better to write than to read in situations like these =.=;;

I hope this entry doesn't mess up due to the blardy SLOW-ness. Anyway... once this is done i feel much more relaxed, later can go home.. Later.... LATER MUCH LATER! IN LIKE 3 HOURS TIME! Wth?!?!

Baaaaah.... typing time. DDDDDDDDDD:

2007-05-02T05:22:00.000-07:00

Gaaaaaaaaaaah! Headache already! <- DAMN YOU INTERNET AND WEB TECHNOLOGY! Yes i know i keep harping on this horrible subject, i just can't help myself alright! D: I have to do this STUPID project.... My topic is Indonesia and we are RESTRICTED TO ONLY FOUR BLOODY WEBSITES THAT WE CAN ONLY GET INTO IN SCHOOL! <- WTH?!

Yeah... and the thing is, the stupid websites don't PROVIDE sufficient information and they keep bending about! <- Or maybe i just don't know how to search... *pulls out hair* It's terribly frustrating espeically the subject is totally IRRELEVENT to internet and web tech! They just trying to kill us with things we probably don't NEED TO KNOW! I can't find anything on IT Policy anyway! *runs around in circles*

Oh, and everyone is getting sick! I really hope i don't get sick next... I HAVE A SPEECH TO MAKE NEXT WEEK! Please let me have my voice still by then! I really hope everyone gets better... DDDDD: Daddy, joey and mummy... AND i hope i stay well!

Just me... totally against the world =.=;; <- what?!

2007-04-30T02:23:00.000-07:00

Okay, i just wanted to say,

I am so officially screwed.

I really suck at Internet Web and Technology... or was it Internet and Web Tech?... Ah, screw it. <-language girl! DDD: I mean seriously, suck. I failed the damn test/quiz... whatever. I mean, 12/25 isn't exactly a passing mark. At least between the last two tests, i have 10.56 something something upon 20. At least i passed THAT.

I need to depend on my group projects to PULL me up... but i have a bad bad feeling about it... I guess it's because basically i have no confidence in this subject what-so-ever...i want to run away from this subject so badly! And i can only do my stupid research in school!! WTH?! I am so... so... so dead. And i am so super stressed out from everything, and the fact is..

I'm not doing anything about it! XDDDDDDDD

Okay i'm lazy to type.. hopefully things will turn for the better! D:

2007-04-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

I finished reading the lastest chapter of Naruto yesterday... and i have to say a few things.

1) Juugo is such a pooooooor darling! <- *huggles!*
2) Sasuke is forever cool! <- But i still prefer Naruto :P
3) Suigetsu is so super CUTE! <- same as above
4) I seriously hate Karin. Disgusting girl who 'hangs around' with Sasuke. Stupid girl, can't you see Sasuke is going to kill Itachi so he would be able to go back to Konoha and marry his WIFE?! *coughNarucough*

*GRINS*

Anyway, back to reality... I think i'm going to DIE. And i think it's official, economics whether MICRO or MACRO, it's going to be my WORSE subject... EVER. Then next will come statistics or internet web and technology. Shyt, lemme rant on Internet Web and Technology! I have no shitty idea WHY we have to learn this! All i know is that I KNOW HOW TO USE THE INTERNET. Do i have to CARE about HOW?! About what CABLE i use?! About how i CONNECT?! I'm in Business Management not ENGINEERING! DAMNIT! <- IGNORE! DDDDDDDDDD:<

And i still have a test on it tomorrow! *whines* I know i should at least LEARN about it and blah, blah, blah know some information and blah, know a varied subject BLAH! I just wanna crawl into a hole and die. At least i don't have to face that horrid subject there.

There, *pants* vented, *pants* frustrations. And omggg it's DINNER TIME! Yay! Goodbye i am going to,

DINNERING! :D

2007-04-28T01:32:00.000-07:00

Okay yay.. first REAL REAL post. I just hope i actually use this... Sometimes it's just so BORING to update this! Anyway, yay, first two weeks of school is over! I've made friends and I think that most of the people there (or ALL of them there) are actually quite nice.

First week i DID have a little trouble getting used being there... seriously shot down once or twice but after that, it's alright now! I just hope that i'm correct... since i still have a WHOLE year ahead of me!

I already have two great friends! And everyone in my class is lovable! <- Spread the love WTH?! ;A;

The food is super cheap (compared to OUTSIDE food) and i have a MISSION to EAT EVERYTHING FROM EVERY STORE FROM EVERY CANTEEN in the school. =DDD

*sigh* stupid lousy newest chapter of Naruto is taking FOREVER to download! Uwaaaah, i wanna read it NOW! I wanna read it NOW! *whines* <- -bishslap- It's taking so long cause EVERYONE is downloading it! DAMN YOU EVERYONE! <- IgNORE!

I think i'm a little or VERY MUCH mad/crazy/insane/looney at the moment... I think it's stress! I just stress on the FIRST day of school! And my statistics homework is like... MY GOSH! It's like a billion numbers or so! <- exaggerating. But i did it on my computer microsoft excel so it's so much easier! MWAHAHAHA! Sankyuu DADDY!

Okay, okay, actually i'm writing crap so i can check out my new template! It's gorgeous isn't it? IT IS ISN'T IT?! Okay enough... I'm too lazy to type more xD

New Blah

2007-04-27T21:38:00.000-07:00

Yay! ANOTHER new blog. <- Amazing how i ALWAYS keep forgetting my password isn't it? D:

Okay hopefully I will stick to this one and ignore the one in livejournal which i NEVER updated either... xD

This is for you rachie-sama! :D <- Since she's the one who convinced me to make a new blog ENOUGH! xDDD